Bad experiences Ah. Regarding the topic of my blog. I just sat down one fine day and my mind went back 2 years ago, when I started SAM. Hm. This depicts my sad story of my bad experiences with girls. Sigh. 2 years ago, liking a girl and making my first ever move to tell someone how I feel left me feeling empty and worst; underwent a period of emotional wreck. Couldn't get her out of my mind. I think I still can't get her out of my mind. Sigh. But at least we're still friends which I'm glad we are.

2ndly was a case of unsuitability. I didn't admit anything but something happened which I don't want to put up here. Haha. Then, the 3rd one was someone who played and messed with my feelings terribly. I still can remember that very clearly. It only happened this year. Still fresh in my mind. Getting my feelings all played up like that causes one utter disappointment, rage and unforgiveness. I didn't talk to her for few months after that once I found out that my feelings were being played. Now I guess I'm okay with her already. Then the 4th one was a case of misunderstanding. She treated me as someone else. So..I can't possibly think of anything already. Abandoned it.

Now I'm left all alone. Enjoying the moments of singleness when there are no emotions involved. But there are times when one wishes to have a companion. To share every moment of life with them. Well, I guess it's not my time yet. Getting involved in any relationships now will cause utter heartbreak since I'm leaving for UK in September. Sigh. Well..this is the road of loneliness travelled by people like me. One fine day I will see the end of the road. Just got to remind myself of that.

Anyway..nick this is for u..NICK...hahaha..ur name is here.:P HAppy? Lol.

Life is good being single. Cheers to singleness!:)  ¶ 11:59 PM