Ignorance I'm feeling ignored lately. Don't know whether it's just my paranoid self or I am really being ignored...hmm..these kinds of things don't get out of my mind easily. I tend to blame myself a lot as well if something goes wrong..sigh..it's just a sudden change. And when it's sudden..it feels more impactful..haih..
Sometimes I tend to wonder..is there anyone out there who is right for me? It's a question which can only be answered by God. But I do believe that everyone is meant to be with someone. Well..I'm just screwed lately.

Much assignments are pouring in. I hate it. But what can I do? I paid for this torture. Sighz. I finished 3 of my assignments already out of 5. But the thing is, this coming week there's gonna be another 2 more coming in..!!!! Sigh. I want this to stop!!! Hahaa...and I found out I ain't gonna have 3 months break. My dad asked me to apply for the internship in this consulting company which deals with hazard analysis. He said it's a good opportunity to learn. I just hope that if I get the job, they don't just gimme office boy work..that'll be crap.

Went jogging today. Very invigorating. After finishing 2 rounds, it feels as if you have reached the top of the world!! Conquering your limits!! Hehe. Well at least that's how I felt. Putting myself through 10-20 mins of shear torture only to feel good. Hmmm..how ironic is that? Gonna have lunch with my best friend ken zen later if he can even wake up..and then off to Faith Embassy!!:) Yeahhh...it's here..!:)

Sigh. Okay. I got to get back to work...it's work work workkkkk till my 2nd semester ends..!!  ¶ 10:31 AM