Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Positivity!:)
I have realized that I have been rather negative lately. It's time to take a shift to a more positive outlook on life. I have always been known to be an optimist except when it touches certain issues of exams and girls. Haha. Other than those 2, I'm good.:) With the latest incident that occured ( please refer 2 posts back..), I am still rather shocked at the insecurity of my neighbourhood. Been grapling with the fact that my house got broken into. The very place where one would think that they'd be safe in, intruded, robbed and makes one feel violated. There is no safe place anymore. Been grapling with the fact that my lap top is gone although I will be getting a new one, but nothing beats my lap top that got stolen. But anyhow, what the Lord gives, He can take away. This time, my faith is tested. And I am hoping that I would make it through.
Girl problems..although miniscule, their still bugging me. I've decided to just chill and try not to focus too much on it. Everything is under His control. It's no point for guys to figure girls out. They are just...infigurable. The complexity of their actions. UGh. Well, I guess if I meet that special someone, I will know it. Right now, it's not really the right thing to think bout. The ability of girls to just turn cold suddenly from such proximity, just bugs me. Did I do anything wrong? Hmmm...beats me...but I guess it's my tendency to blame myself more. But not this time. I guess it's just pointless thinking bout it. Better to think of positive outcomes that can come from the problem, instead of the problem. I guess I'll have to be more honest with myself. But I can never really figure out what I did...can any girl help answer my riddle? LOL.
Work loads are excrutiatingly pain. Getting a design project with values that have been calculated which are rather absurd is just plain frustrating. Imagine designing a heat exchanger with air which passes through the tubes with a velocity of 900+ m/s which is 3 times the speed of sound mind you, it's just impossible!!!!!! The damn tube will just break under such increasingly high speeds. The pressure drop is just too drastic!!! Impossible!!! Sigh. Got to meet my lecturer tomorrow and ask him to help answer my second puzzle. Haha.
Nothing to look forward to except for extra heavy workloads and rather boring weekends. Faith embassy is another 4 weeks away. Occurs on my last week of my semester. How scary is that? Haha...I love to read my friend, Raymond's, blog. It's just...amusing. HAhaha..Ray u shud be proud I advertise ur blog mannnn...:) hahahaaa..but well..life has to go on..taking it one step at a timeee now.. ¶ 11:26 PM
Girl problems..although miniscule, their still bugging me. I've decided to just chill and try not to focus too much on it. Everything is under His control. It's no point for guys to figure girls out. They are just...infigurable. The complexity of their actions. UGh. Well, I guess if I meet that special someone, I will know it. Right now, it's not really the right thing to think bout. The ability of girls to just turn cold suddenly from such proximity, just bugs me. Did I do anything wrong? Hmmm...beats me...but I guess it's my tendency to blame myself more. But not this time. I guess it's just pointless thinking bout it. Better to think of positive outcomes that can come from the problem, instead of the problem. I guess I'll have to be more honest with myself. But I can never really figure out what I did...can any girl help answer my riddle? LOL.
Work loads are excrutiatingly pain. Getting a design project with values that have been calculated which are rather absurd is just plain frustrating. Imagine designing a heat exchanger with air which passes through the tubes with a velocity of 900+ m/s which is 3 times the speed of sound mind you, it's just impossible!!!!!! The damn tube will just break under such increasingly high speeds. The pressure drop is just too drastic!!! Impossible!!! Sigh. Got to meet my lecturer tomorrow and ask him to help answer my second puzzle. Haha.
Nothing to look forward to except for extra heavy workloads and rather boring weekends. Faith embassy is another 4 weeks away. Occurs on my last week of my semester. How scary is that? Haha...I love to read my friend, Raymond's, blog. It's just...amusing. HAhaha..Ray u shud be proud I advertise ur blog mannnn...:) hahahaaa..but well..life has to go on..taking it one step at a timeee now.. ¶ 11:26 PM
