Random stuff.. I peek out the window.
Watching the evergreen pastures outside.
I contemplate whether or not to take a step outside.
Outside the house where I've been protected.
Outside the house where I've stepped before
Only to get hurt and return to this shelter
I've built for myself
Finding peace and solace in my own company

But this time, I look again
And the pastures look green as ever
It tempts me to take a step out
I open the door
Almost taking the next step out of my shelter
Only to realize
I am not ready
*slams the door and remains in the shelter*  ¶ 9:58 PM