utter disappointment... I'm utterly disappointed with myself. Disappointed with my results. Sigh. Guess that's what you get when you play too much instead of studying...still left in a daze.

The worst feeling is when you're so confident that the examiner might have marked you wrong till you see your own paper with your own eyes, and your worst fears were confirmed. I feel so stupid now....it's such a huge impact.

Sighz. But then I know everything is not over. This time, I'm not gonna screw up my 2nd semester. I'm gonna get back my first class average no matter what. More hours of studying and less hours of playing. Got to stop screwing things up and set things right.

Sighhhh...still, no matter what, I will praise God for what He has done for me. I guess this is a wake up call for me. Time to wake up and stop slumbering.

Anyhow, just felt like placing what is on my mind here so I will always remember my downfalls and my uphills.=) It's a good reminder to myself..  ¶ 8:36 PM