:( These wounds go deep
These wounds go way back
I thought I had moved on
Only to find myself stuck where I left off

I can't take this anymore
I can't see it anymore
I can't be there anymore
Cause it hurts so much

But that's what I always tell myself
Only to find myself still being the person
At the sidelines looking in
Longing to belong

I guess all I can do is watch
Come and go
I can't care too much
Cos I only end up getting hurt each time I do

I'm just in a mess
And I can't take it anymore...
Even to let me die and not feel this
Would be something better than what I feel now..  ¶ 2:50 AM