thoughts.. I realised for a very long time that my blog is a very emo blog.

Hahaha..d'uh!=.=

Is it wrong to be so emotional in my writings? If I can't express it in real life, so I express it here la. Just because I'm emotional doesn't mean that I'm unstable man. It's just that there are things that just sinks deep and gives a big cut till I need to think and express myself.

I find that my blog is a very good way to release my emotional side instead of bringing it to people who will then think I'm some freak who has no stability at all.-_-" And of course, the only thing that would make me freaking emo is of course...girls. Hahaha. At least I'm admitting it.

To be not emotional is to be a robot. Sometimes I wonder why people treat emo-ness as a negative thing? My writings are borne out of frustration or sadness of the reality that I'm seeing. And sometimes, it's better for me to blog it then to go and keep it in and die. Pfft.

But soon, I'm planning to change my blog to a better one...if i can find the time to modify it.:P

On a different note, I wish I knew somethings which I don't know if I want to know. Hahaha. It has a dual effect.

I'm seeing things as it is...and I'm feeling things in a different manner. Hrms. And it's affecting me whether I like it or not.

I don't want to expect anything...but it's hard when I realised I didn't let it go when I thought I did. Maybe I should just stop thinking of all this nonsense. And somehow I know I shouldn't worry..but on the other hand I am? Sigh~

On another note, is it better to live for the moment, or think logically and let it slip by? Ah. Screw it la.

I shall just enjoy it now....and when the time comes, I'll make my move:)  ¶ 1:58 PM